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I can't hold my tears. It won't wash away my sadness, it's burning my skin when the tears shed over my face.

It's over. The story has officially ended.
You're so cruel.

Every post that you removed, every comment that you deleted, it make me feel sick.
Just like you stabbing my heart with no mercy, ripping my heart apart, the color of the flesh is so bright and it's offending my eyes, and finally throwing all the pieces of my broken heart to the stray dog.
But, it's funny how a person can break your heart easily, and you can still love him with all the little pieces.

I know this is stupid, but yet, I won't give up.
Thank you. For being the way you are. For all the memories you brings to us. For letting us be a part in your life, even is only a tiny part of it. And last but not least, for the love you had given us, and the love we have toward you.
There's still a whole bunch of word I would want to say, but at the end it all turn out become a single sentence.

Continue to live, even it is painful.
Not only for yourself, also for those people who really care for you. Please don't disappoint them.
Story has ended, pull down the curtain, people leaving, stage close. Nothing left more.

Goodbye.
I pray, and if, shall we have chance to meet in the future, seeing thy smile will make my day brighter. 
May our love be with you all the time.




With love,
Fyiiz












I miss you. I love you. I will be waiting for you, forever.


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一家人。我永远不会忘记你们。
小芸儿，尘尘，当归归，玲玲儿，梅兰王，猴猴儿，小鬼儿，阿奕奕，小亦儿，小灰灰，灰鸟，大清新，彼岸岸，莫莫，律蜀黍，哒哒，叶攸攸，攸叶叶，十四四，小e,豆芽妹，默默，迢迢，蒋蒋，白白，阿白，涵涵，萌萌，小悦，框框，琳琳，小玥，小源，子曰，小萱，瓜瓜，婷妞，残月，莫离姐，阿狸狸，小琦，小堇，嘟嘟，耗子，喵喵儿。。还有很多很多，一时想不起来了。
是你让我认识了他们，有他们在，真的觉得好温暖。

韩磊，谢谢你。
以后的以后，我再也不会像爱着你那样，爱着其他人了。
没有你的未来，只希望你能过得好好的。
你要学着爱自己，爱生活，爱身边的人。
别自虐，别和自己的身体赌气，别伤害自己。
就像曦说过的，身上的血心里的血，不能有。
就算痛苦，也要好好活着。
最后一次，把你和曦放在一起。

韩磊夏铭曦。

我心里永远的痛，却也是我心里最美好的回忆。

我会等你。永远。




再见。我爱你。